Saturday, December 21, 2013

I am exhausted. My brother had a stroke two days ago. I am so tired of being strong for everyone. I love my family very much. I am the back bone for everyone. It is so hard to ser someone you love go threw this. I  know I am venting. But I don't know what else to do.

I was at the Er last week with very hi blood pressure. They done a lot of test on me. I am ok now. Put I am very exhausted.

Friday, December 6, 2013

Will next week we are going to have are final exams. The last day of all classes is Dec. 17th. I am

excited I only have 4 classes left after this semester. I am going to take  2 next semesters and 2

the semester after that. I will be graduating in June 2014. The actual graduation is in July 2014.

I hope to have a job in my field by Oct. 2014. If not by the new year 2015. I want to start a new life

with a new job by 2015. I am looking forward to not being in school. I will miss all the new friends

I have met. I will keep in touch with them and see how their lives are going. 
The day after Thanksgiving I made the turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes, gravy, deviled eggs, green

beans, and biscuits. Wednesday night I made four pumpkin pies and Thursday my son made the

ham. All the kids came over Friday afternoon. We ate around one pm. After we ate all the boys

went outside to play with the sling shots with paint balls. One of the bigger boys hit my youngest

son to hard. He got made and went after him full force. After he tried to hit him three times the older

boy threw him on the ground. I was holding the baby I went outside when I herd my son crying .

I yelled at the older boy for throwing my son to the ground. He got mad and left walking down the

street. If I wasn't holding the baby I would of hit the older boy for throwing my son to the ground.

After all that the other kids cleaned the kitchen up. The boys went back outside and played.
Today would of been my husbands 52nd birthday. I miss him so much. Tomorrow is my brothers

birthday and Monday is my daughters 21st birthday. We will have a great party for Angela and

Chuckie. The 20th is my oldest son's birthday he will be 19. This month is a lot of birthdays for

are family. I have a nephew and his son birthday is the 19th. It is almost Christmas. It is my

grandsons first Christmas. He is three months old. I am so blessed to have all my children and my

grad child with me.